supermaguro64:

Hi I’m Mags, I’m 18, I’m bi, and i need help getting outta this hellhole.

Over the past 2 years (roughly), I’ve been through a lot. My life has been at its worst since the later half of 2016, I’ve been

• Impersonated by my mother to my girlfriend twice,
• emotionally manipulated into joining the military
• Emotionally manipulated into believing i would be incapable of doing anything worthwhile without the military
• Have had my father (who is mostly absent) enter my life again to reinforce my family’s ideals
• Had my social anxiety used against me
• Have run away from home (to which my parents sought me out, convinced the person i was staying with that i was just being a brat and thus I’ve returned home under worse conditions since.)

I personally don’t want to join the military, and i plan on getting removed from the system, but in doing so, the chances of me being kicked out by my ship date (July 3rd, weeks after i finish high school) are extremely high. My mother has told me time and time again that she wouldn’t support me if i didn’t go into the military. She refuses to accept that i don’t want to go and still breathes down my neck over my willingness to go, and i am playing along, even though she knows i am. (She told me she’d rather i continue pretending for her even though i had a major breakdown over it before running away from home. )

All donations made will be going towards a small apartment for myself and possibly a roomate to help with rent. Every little bit counts, and every little bit is appreciated!

I also take commissions, in order to pay my phone bill. If i don’t pay by the 24th, my mother will take my phone away, preventing me from escaping to a safe online enviornment whenever i need to, and preventing me from even being able to make the money to pay as well (since i do my commissions on my phone.)

I’ve also recently made a Ko-fi for those of you who have it! Again, all donations matter!

I plan to offer more in the future, art wise. I’ve considered setting up a redbubble, but for now, I’ll only be taking commissions.

Again, every single donation matters, and I appreciate all the help i can get!